New Gifts, New Teachers, 10/19

I wish to start today at the end so I can remember back to the beginning as much as possible, but before I do, I must explain how I fell to sleep.
As I couldn't sleep and had much energy, I didn't attempt until 4 am. I laid there for a while, but it was far from uneventful. I had been reading Siddhartha before falling asleep and I could feel my past lives trying to push through into my body. Well, one in particular, a Samana wanted to come through, especially as I was reading the part about Gotoma or the Buddha. I thought this was interesting and texted my friend that we must do the past life regression we had been talking about doing recently.
As I attempted sleep, my energy and mind were working in one, and I was exploring the thoughts and knowledge stored in my energy body, almost unconsciously. I was allowing the words and feelings to come through, subtly, and responding to them as subtly. Then, as I was identifying where in my energy field other voices besides mine were coming from and trying to intuitively feel where they were coming from in space/time, a voice very clearly came to me and said, "What do you want to know?" It was much more direct and real then the rest, in that it came louder, directly into my third eye chakra, and made my brow furrow, as in my muscles move involuntarily, which is a common sign. Well, I did not get upset, I did get quiet and kind of stopped communication with everything cause of fear I guess, but when I calmed my nerves a tad I said, clairvoyance, and if there was a why or I manufactured it, I answered, "Because time is an illusion. My past lives and my future lives are all really happening simultaneously and I should be able to talk to them."
Shortly after that, I began my first sleep. I think I will try to recall the basics of that first sleep. It was a prophetic one, in that, I could feel myself sleeping. When I awoke 1 hr 45 min later, my whole body was energized. I was vibrating. So, that is usually a sign, vibrations in the dreams and on awakening. I somehow dreamed about being taught to use certain powers. I'm not sure by who at first. Later on, I applied the magic learned to dealing with aliens from another planet, who thought mostly like "buggers" in Ender's Game, but that was after my wake break. I believe I was taught to be in tuned with things, to feel them, to be able to read reality before it happens. I was learning how to apply a deliberate clairvoyant quality to the growing strength of it. Including peoples thoughts, actions, and outcomes. I'm sorry I don't remember more, these dreams are often very clear, but I would have needed to write it down when I had gotten up.
Then, after going back to sleep, I dreamed about fighting off the aliens, like I said, and I was one of the last surviving humans. Since they thought as a collective, I could read the thoughts of the collective to get a better understanding of there plan of action, etc, so I was instrumental. I find this interesting, because, before I went to sleep, I explored my soul and realized I am more of a pacifist than I thought (this was before reading Siddhartha, actually while watching Tenacious D) which I was surprised at, but I have no desire to fight anyone for any reason. Not even a bar fight. Not even if China was attacking us. I'd really have to think if it was worth while to defend myself.
So, what I can remember after the wake break, is Ben I believe was there and he was helping teach me how to use my powers, and I was teaching him how I used them. I imagine its very individual. But I could be wrong. In any case, on waking I described it to myself as the "3, 2, 1 contact" approach. Because it is taking the seemingly fractured nature of the universe and bridging it to the now or the universal. The most I can remember is, its like seeing something with 2 eyes, and then that is put together or consolidated or whathaveyou in the third eye, and then, contact would be the crown chakra, I suppose. In any case, there were break throughs made. There was a contact made in the first part of the night. I discovered a spiritual teacher who will help make my dreams more prophetic, more zen too.
And yesterday I learned that challenging the energy in my aura is how I find knowledge, from psychological to spiritual to, even, supernatural.