Wow!!! Friday October 9th, 2009

Last night was one for the ages. I am going to try to remember as much as possible. It was in two parts.
First off, I didn't sleep well the night before so getting to sleep was a little difficult, especially because I'm out of Melatonin apparently. I haven't had trouble sleeping in a while. Not positive the reasons, but I believe it is tied to a rise in psychic energy.
Last night, sleeping started off difficult. I dreamed about trying to get Pandora Internet Radio station to play a good song or a certain type of song. I speculate this is my subconscious trying to put myself into a good dream state or saying I want good people in my life. When I do fall asleep. This is what I see.
Josh Neal is telling me about a wonderful place on the planet he visited in his travels (if anyone does ever read this, Josh travels the world about 3 months a year. He has been to India, and South America most recently.). The place was an energy center of the world/universe. A nerve center where people can go to be healed, lifted up, and empowered on an energetic/spiritual level. He told me about it. He showed me video (he works on films) of people dancing and having a great time. The place is underground somehow, and its a holy place with a Buddhist shrine dedicated to the land. This place, I somehow understand and believe, was not always a strong place, but the strong places on the planet somehow move, and are connected in a stream or river of universal energy to other energy centers, and sometimes they flow downstream. But this place is of a huge importance and was labeled centuries ago by Buddhist spiritualists.
In this video, we see Joanne from Telesma dancing a beautiful dance. I'm watching the video with someone and we recognize her. Then, there is a short interview with her outside the place of holys.
I suppose it is at this point where I decide I want to go there. So, I travel to India where this place is (totally not sure its in India.) And there is a graduating class there. All on a grandstand, someone is giving a speech. It is beside the spot, but I don't know how to get in, I don't know how to get underground. Someone directs me to a poster or something beside the grandstand. It is like the graduates memories, different photographs they assembled to reflect there experiences, I now believe, in the sanctuary. Joanne finds me, she helps me by lowering me slowly towards the ground. After some tries, it breaks. I figure out I was pushing too hard.
I am now in the magical place. If feels like an energy fountain. The word fountainhead came to mind. There is an old shrine there in front of me. I am bowing before it. I can feel this force. But I don't know what to do with it! It is overwhelming. I can feel this force like I am awake, not like I am dreaming. I turn around and there is this underground stream (maybe?). In any case I get the idea to eat down there. I ask the consciousness of the place to explain to me thoroughly step by step how I go about this. Somewhere in the cosmos something snickers, but I know I am doing the right thing by asking. I am getting closer to the source then processed food. I want to catch a fish, but I don't know how. I go back to the grandstand with the graduates who are graduating, and thankfully, Joanne is still on the end, and I ask her to help me. There is a stream right beside the graduates, she uses a line, like she let me down with, to get a fish out of it. She actually coaxed it with magical intentions onto the line. She manifested it. She pulled it out and warmly gave it to me. It was hard to control, because it was like a little fish about 1.5 the size of my hand, but the hard part was it had crab like legs attached to the side of its body. So it kind of poked at me. I could feel this sleeping too. So I dropped it and grabbed it a couple times. It would have been creapy, but I knew it was not negative or bad. I took the fish down to the altar and was about to eat it at the point of all points, when I woke up.
I ate a hemp brownie, drank some milk, and marveled at what I know to be a factual dream of real substance. This place exists. This kind of thing happens. It will happen to me.
I went back to sleep and this time, I was in that area with my friend Josh Perkins and someone else. The graduate was gone, but there was a bar around the same place above ground. Someone else was with us, but I don't know who. We were hanging out. I don't know if this was before or after what I describe next.
I went back underground, and the altar was open. There were people hanging around outside and where the wall and altar was, there was a couple of guys giving healing, reiki like ceremonies to people. They definitely called it a ceremony. People were in front of me, and there was a lot of fun and good times, people jumping around there friends, goofing off. The man healing on the table and the guy behind him knitting little wool purses I believe were both from Telesma too. A few people went, and when it was my turn, I walked up. He started to do a ceremony on me. And I will tell you, I have never felt such a strong force of oneness with my environment. It was incredible, the sensation was nearly difficult to control. I was in the life stream of this gaia consciousness. I visualized I was in a corn field and I could feel the corn all around me. This went on for a while. I could definitely feel this like being awake. Other people when they were done huddled in behind the altar and hung out, I came out of it and was on a brick sidewalk, crying and thanking god and bowing to whoever had help me experience such a wonderful and important experience. I am truly grateful even now to have been in such a place and experienced so much. I believe the parts with Perkins happened after this.

I would like to note that the Telesma guys were the two guys on the outermost part of the band when I saw them, and the girl was in the center. I find this somehow symbolic. I can't wait to see them and talk to them again. I pray I will have the strength to make this world whole again. With help from millions of friends.